Coming Soon… Me on OnlyFans (No, Really)

It’s not news that I have my own erotic fantasies whenever I’m dressed and (almost always) in the mood. Yes, there is that vision of hot crossdresser sex with that beautiful crossdressed lover having her way with me or even tying me up helpless as I am wrestling around in my pantyhose. Yet there is always that one little fantasy that I’ve had for as long as I can remember… getting hot and horny in front of the camera (and maybe with that beautiful crossdresser).

I’ve actually seriously considered this and have looked into creating a CAM website or a live feed of me all dolled up and ready to go… well wherever, whatever. My motivation is pretty much directly proportional to the level of how turned-on I am which, unfortunately, is not 100% of the time. I still pick at that itch from time to time browsing for that perfect web camera, or something I would look oh-so gorgeous in while on camera. Hell, I even thought of adding it as a part of this website. Maybe a little blinking red button to enter my private room for a little show if you know what I mean 😉

However, more recently I’ve been hearing about OnlyFans where pretty much anyone gets in on the sexy camera action and, not to mention, have a little side gig or even a primary income source while doing it. It seemed really intriguing to me, especially not having to deal with website development costs and, in return, leaving around 20% of earnings for the OnlyFans take. And if it does not work out or is not suited for me, no real time or effort (or money) is wasted. Sounds like a deal a bit hard to pass up.

Now there may be some work in drawing fans to watch me, which I’m well aware of, but that might actually work in my favor. I would probably need some camera time under my (garter) belt to make me less nervous as I do my thing in front of the camera for the one or two peepers getting off on it. But, honestly, I can’t really think of anything more exciting than getting into femme mode, slipping into some sexy lingerie and pantyhose and finishing it off with hot miniskirt, heels and makeup. Then I would get to do my little striptease and… hmmm let’s see.

So what would I do exactly on camera and all hot and excited? I’m thinking one or more of these…

• Masturbate (the obvious one)
• Masturbate through my Wolford Neon 40 tights (I like this idea more)
• Bring my huge dildo, stain it with my lipstick as I suck it to death then penetrate the back door (kind of like this)
• Come on my Wolford tights and lick it off (yum!)
• Maybe do requests by viewers if the price is right
• Even sell my come-stained pantyhose and lingerie

Yet what REALLY would get me off would be actually fulfilling my crossdressing sex fantasies having that lovely crossdresser join me. Oh, how the possibilities would be endless… but hell, why stop there? Maybe a threesome would be in the works. It makes me wet just thinking about it to be honest. But this could be a definite possibility in the near future.

Now I know it sounds sexy and fun and all (seemingly a no-brainer) but in front of the camera will probably be a whole different story. There will be some bloopers, embarrassing or not, and there may be a bit of a learning curve for the camera. After all, I’m not Angelina Jolie now. However, I think I’m more than willing to accept that fact, especially since I firmly believe it won’t hurt to at least live out your fantasies once in your life, wouldn’t it?

Then there is that one last remaining issue to tackle… what if I get outed? Adding to that, anything digital remains forever as they say. Well, I believe I look distinctly different enough between my normal male self and Miss Me that I’m probably safe from being discovered. That isn’t to say that a keen eye couldn’t piece together my alter-fetish life from digging around digital records and such. Part of making sure no one even hints of “covert” activities is just simply to not tell anyone (harder than it sounds though). Of course, don’t leave clues and email links from your Outbox to your fan page either.

Despite this being a potentially profitable (ad)venture, I wouldn’t necessarily do it for the money either. I already have a 9 – 5 job that pays for my girly wardrobe, Wolford tights and expensive heels so this would pretty much be the icing on the cake. The real draw is getting off in front of an audience who pays for it. I would revel in feeling slutty and dirty, a consistent fantasy of mine since being an avid crossdresser.

What would you have me do if I appeared in your OnlyFans page? No gross stuff OK?