Silvia Grandi Silk 40 pantyhose

I’ve tried on so many brands of pantyhose (I’ll go out on a limb and say more than most women) that it is becoming increasingly difficult to make an impression with me with a new pair I haven’t tried yet. Usually, these new pairs end up in a box designated for the dogs.

But while surfing around and catching up on my (*cough*) news, I occasionally find myself drooling over a pair so elegantly worn that I can’t myself but to impulsively buy a pair or three. I could even have some wild masturbation sessions from the anticipation of receiving that upcoming package in the mail.

For a change, I wasn’t disappointed this time.

Silvia Grandi Silk 40 pantyhose had everything I looked for in my picky taste: semi-opaque, sheer to waist, nice shine and appealing colors. Not to mention they come from Italy, known for their quality and style in hosiery. They came every bit as advertised.

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Sexy Heels
Image: Wikimedia

As a closet crossdresser (i.e. scaredy-cat), probably the one scenario that scares the absolute shit out of me is hopping into the bathroom, taking a shower, throwing on my feminine attire and then walking out of the bathroom only to find all my friends and family waiting outside. Happy Birthday!

In other words, there is no way I am ready to come out as tranny me. Not yet, anyway. Though the thought of it has continually crossed my mind only to be shot down again and again. What a total pussy I am.

Today, though, I came across a post from the I Love Wearing Tights blog that gave me a bright idea. To sum it up, a crossdresser recalls an episode of his life where, as a teenager, he went out to a riverside park, then got dressed in full drag behind the bushes and took a quick walk in the park. All of this done at night.

Then the dusty light bulb fluttered on and off in my head.

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Pantyhose, heels and in position (Wikimedia)
Pantyhose, heels and in position (Image: Wikimedia)

This is Part 4 of 4 of the story when two male friends decide to have a little fun in lingerie, pantyhose, heels and makeup after a casual evening at the bar.

Part 3: Curious Crossdressing

Part 2: Let’s Play Dress Up

Part 1: Two Friends, Maybe More

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Sticky Wet Pantyhose

So there we are, Eve and I lying on my bed making out like two crazed, horny teenagers. I can’t really tell what was going through my mind, probably due to the numerous beers consumed earlier, but all I can say is that it feels incredibly exciting and I was more than willing to “cross the line” where I haven’t been before.

To let out a little secret, I have had an attraction to other crossdressers for quite some time now. For me, there is something so sexy about a male who can transform himself into woman (the more passable, the better of course) but, oddly, I’m not in the least bit attracted to masculine, unfeminized males. Maybe you can say that I’ve grown a fondness for chicks with dicks.

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Wearing a Teddy with Danskin TIghts

I woke up refreshed but feeling unusually horny this morning. Enough so to make slide into some shiny Danskin tights, throw on a cute black teddy then into my usual bathrobe. I can’t remember what I dreamed about last night but it really has me in a feel sexy mood today.

After my morning coffee, I skip reading the news and head directly back to my bed and pull out the vibrator from a drawer nearby. It’s nice and slim, smooth and about six inches long which is perfect for some womanish masturbation.

I unsnap the crotch on my teddy, turn my little toy on and, remembering an idea from somewhere online, begin to penetrate my ass but through the pantyhose. The stretch on the tights limited penetration to just a few inches but it was all that was needed. Oh, did it feel nice and incredibly kinky at the same time!

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(Flickr: tomswift)
(Flickr: tomswift)

Part 3 of the story of two friends in the midst of playfully crossdressing together after a night of drinking.

Part 4: Sticky Wet Pantyhose

Part 2: Let’s Play Dress Up

Part 1: Two Friends, Maybe More

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Curious Crossdressing

It was a subtle yet convincingly girlish “ooh” Adam (actually, now I’ll call him “Eve”) made. Just that one silky touch to her leg was enough to set me dizzy with excitement. Normally, being alone and caressing the pantyhose on my own legs has a similar effect. But to feel it on someone else, albeit another male, is almost too much to bear.

Eve reaches down and gently strokes my crossed leg while my excitement grows so much that I begin to tremble. She takes notice.

“Are you OK?” she asks with a smile, as if she knows exactly what she is trying to accomplish.

I smile back not saying a word, uncrossing my leg and, this time, gliding my nyloned leg against hers and letting out an “ooh” of my own in the best feminine voice I could muster. I could do this all day.

Eve then takes a seat on the bed next to me crossing her leg over and caressing my thigh with her silken toes. She then moves her head forward towards mine as if she were trying to kiss me but then pulls back. At first, it shocks me, but then I’m thinking, “Is it my beer breath?”

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In one of my more recent posts on fantasizing of being a pantyhose model, there happened to be an assumption that I was the model in the the following image.

Not me, but a REAL model
Not me, but a REAL model

Truth be told, this is not me.

A couple of readers happened to comment how gorgeous I was and I even received an offer to model pantyhose from Actsensuous.com. I have to admit, for a few seconds, I felt like that actual beautiful model in the photo. Then I came crashing down to earth again.

The image above is the actual model for Skinkiss tights (with caffeine to “slim” the legs) and I have to agree she is lovely.

A real photo of me aspiring to be her can be found here.

Adam loves black pantyhose (credit: WendySuntan)
Adam loves black pantyhose (credit: WendySuntan)

We come to Part 2, continuing on with the story of two friends having an innocent drink at a bar, a crossdresser and a gay male (insert joke here).

Part 4: Sticky Wet Pantyhose

Part 3: Curious Crossdressing

Part 1: Two Friends, Maybe More

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Let’s Play Dress Up

Both Adam and I make the short walk to my place, half a block away. We enter and Adam sprawls himself in comfort on the sofa while I immediately head to the refrigerator and grab a couple bottles of beer.

My nervousness has calmed down slightly but I still feel rather giddy. This takes me years back (a lot of years) to when I was on my very first date with a girl named Mandy. Completely nervous and trembling the whole time, I was so excited about being on an actual date that it was too hard to contain.

“But me and Adam?” I’m thinking. We’re two friends and, while he may understand my feminine fetish and even crossdress himself, I don’t believe he gets a kick out of it. Besides, I’m not into men so nothing could happen between us.

Yet the night is still long, or so they say.

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This teen's favorite hangout (Flickr: sshb)
This teen’s favorite hangout (Flickr: sshb)

From my perspective, one of my biggest fears as a in-closet crossdresser is being caught by someone who notices the tiny speck of nail polish remaining on my finger which I thought was completely clean. That or she notices the strap of my teddy just barely bulging through the sweatshirt I wear over it.

Those were two separate incidents, with me out and about in the city, where I didn’t know the other person. I initially try to avoid, at all costs, any revelation of my feminine attire since it makes me extremely embarrassed. Yet I notice that, as soon as the “shame” subsides, I am left with a gratifying feeling.

Is this how an exhibitionist feels, I wonder? Yep, I think it does.

Actually I can recall one of my most unforgettable moments, exposed as a crossdresser, starting out as an embarrassing situation and leading to a rush of sexual tension.

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Beers with a "friend" (Flickr: runnerone)
Beers with a “friend” (Flickr: runnerone)

Another day, another fantasy manifesting itself in a story out of my head. I hope you enjoy ;).

I don’t normally go for men in real life but when that gentleman I meet has a side to him, sharing a common bond with me if you will, well then I may have to change the rules a bit.

Part 4: Sticky Wet Pantyhose

Part 3: Curious Crossdressing

Part 2: Let’s Play Dress Up

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Two Friends, Maybe More

It was a sunny day when me and Adam were planning to meet for a beer at the local bar. I’ve know Adam, who is openly gay, for a couple months now and, while he knows I’m straight, we get along well and enjoy hanging around together as two completely platonic friends.

After a few beers each (and buzz that follows), Adam made a quick mention of the Carnival parade he was in last week and pulled out his iPhone to show me the pictures. Wow, I’m thinking. He looks quite amazing, if not convincing, in that drag costume.

I give him my compliments and curiously ask with a smile, “So do you dress in drag a lot?”

Adam, sensing my piqued interest replies while smiling back, “So why do you ask?”

In my semi-drunken state, I realize I’m being outed yet I don’t feel at all embarrassed. He’s showing me his own photos as a transvestite for God’s sake. I decide to come clean to him.

“Let’s just say I have my own Carnival photos,” I tell him shyly.

“Then tell me more,” he says with a surprised look.

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Charnos Armery
Charnos Armery

If only you had a peek at my lingerie closet and hosiery drawer, you would think I were some kind of diva. Truth is I am always on the lookout for some sexy bit that makes me feel oh so womanly.

Then I recently discovered “Armery,” pictured above, which intrigued me a lot. It looks quite similar to what pantyhose looks like draped over the arms and across the back of the shoulders. It’s done, however, in a very classy way that looks sexy and modern.

I particularly like how the shoulders are covered enough to highlight whatever silky thing goes on your body and could give an ultra-feminine appearance to the casual crossdresser. Keep in mind I said “could.”  We’ll see once I receive that eagerly awaited package in the mail.

Of course, I can always make my own Armery from a pair of tights in the meantime.

Leg Avenue Long Satin Gloves
Leg Avenue Long Satin Gloves

For a long time, though, I have always incorporated long satin gloves into my crossdressing. While they do not quite have the allure to me that pantyhose does, I find they are something that cannot be overlooked.

Slip these on slowly, barely touching your shoulder, and you’ll witness how they transform you one step closer to that Las Vegas showgirl look. Not to mention everything you touch (especially pantyhosed legs) becomes even more erotically silky. I mean, who wouldn’t love to have a silky hand when masturbating ;)?

Of course, there are a million types of sexy gloves available and, if you haven’t tried on a pair, do so ASAP. A search for “satin gloves” on eBay will net you some retailers but I find the best places are shops that carry Leg Avenue brand gloves.  Clicking to the Store Locator will yield you some places.

Until I get my Amery, has anyone tried these on yet? I’m dying to know. Leave a comment and please tell!